I don't have a lot of other stuff going on. As I sit here, I don't even know what I wrote about a month ago. I suppose it was running related stuff.
Well, I haven't felt like running lately. After coming back from Hawaii I've been in sort of a funk. I am running, and I'm doing a mile a day, but I just don't feel like it. There was a day about 4 days ago that I really, really felt like skipping it. However, I thought about whether or not I would regret giving it up. I honestly felt like I would not, but I know that I've felt that way before and have regretted not doing whatever. So I put my clothes on and went for a mile run. Like I've said, the longer the streak gets the more I feel like I can't stop it. Then I wonder if I should just stop it now so that I don't get too, too high in days.
I'm also not running long distances. My go-to long run has been 7 miles. This week I "only" did 6.2 miles. Since the time change I've been running my one mile runs outside. It's usually still light outside when I get home and I think that my treadmill is dying. The walking deck feels like it has groves in the spot where my feet fall, so I don't know how much longer I'll be able to use it. I don't know how much it costs to replace that part, or if it'd be better to just buy a new one (with no money).
One thing that I realized after I got home from Hawaii is that I only ran 1 mile 3 times out of 9 days. And the week I came home I only ran 1 mile one time and that was on Tuesday March 5th (whenever I write that date I assume everyone knows the significance, the day my Mom died, but really, only those close to her remember) and we had a very busy day that day. That was the really sunny morning, and then we went ziplining, then we went in search of the sunset.
While we were at this spot we stopped for a break. I had set up automatic texts to go to my other sisters at 5:59 Pacific time, the time my mom died, saying I loved them. Well, while we were sitting there one of my sisters responded right away saying she loved me too and it made me realize what time it was. So I mentioned to Nancy, and then we started crying. But I would say it was the best place to be at the time of my Mom's death a year later. I couldn't have asked for a better spot.
We released a blue and white (my Mom's favorite color was blue) lei at the pier where we went to watch the sunset.
So I've been running, not a ton, but still running. I'm not going to make 100 miles (I wasn't aiming for that) in March, but it will be my highest mileage month in a long time. Actually, I forgot Sunday is still March, so I will make 100 miles. I haven't reached 100 miles in a month since September 2017, when I was training for my last marathon.
I have also paid for my part of Northwest Passage Ragnar that happens in July. In fact, I was looking at my countdown app yesterday and that is only 105 days away, a little over 3 months. I can't believe it's already that close!
I love the spring, and I love spring flowers, so I had to share this picture from my run 2 days ago. The only problem with spring flowers is they only bloom once and then they're done for another year.