This Friday is Damian's 8th grade graduation (I can't believe how big he is!!) and my parents are coming into town for it. Well, they're planning on staying at my sister's house in Lynnwood, which is about 45 min away from my house. They are coming up Friday morning to go to the graduation ceremony and then they are going to stay in town and celebrate Maddox's 2nd birthday (his birthday is June 18th) after Chris gets off work in the evening. I suggested that they come up again on Saturday to watch me do my first half marathon.
After thinking about the half marathon and deciding I wasn't going to do it, I got an email last night from D's gymnastics coach saying that they were going to be in the Berry Dairy Days parade and they wanted all the gymnasts there by 9am Saturday morning. Well, the half starts at 9:30 Saturday morning, and D would have been my babysitter. Suddenly I really wanted to do the half, so I thought maybe my parents will come up and watch me do the half, and they can watch Maddox for me.
Well, after talking to my Mom again, she said she "wasn't interested" in coming up on Saturday for the half marathon. Let me tell you, I was pretty hurt and upset by that. I realize that running isn't important to a lot of people, the majority of people. But milestones such as a half marathon are pretty big for runners, and it would be nice for someone to be interested in watching me complete that milestone. 13.1 miles is a long time. I know that if Chris wasn't working, he would not be interested in watching me run a half marathon either. I have read other people's accounts of races and how they have supportive friends or family, and I know that I don't have that (don't get me wrong, my family supports that I go run everyday - although that was a fight I fought with Chris for the first 6 months) but it has never bothered me until now. Just one person that would be willing to stand at the finish line and cheer me on and maybe recognize the accomplishment that I just achieved. That would be very nice.
I guess I should have known that my Mom wasn't very interested in watching me run when she decided to not go cheer me on at the Run for your Mum 5k at the last min. And then wasn't very interested in the fact that I PRed that race (not that she would know that PR stands for personal record, but you know what I mean).
I don't know if my dad would be interested in watching me or not. He was very, very interested in coming to Bloomsday in May and he mentioned after the Boston Marathon that it would be "cool" to watch me run that race but I have no idea if it was because it was the Boston Marathon, or because it was a marathon. I decided to write an email to my parents (both of them) and casually mention that I was thinking of doing a half marathon if they wanted to come up and watch, plus D being in the parade. I'm not comfortable "asking" for attention, and I don't want my Mom to feel bad that she isn't interested, but I do want to give my Dad the choice to watch. I just sent that email, so I haven't gotten any type of reply, and I don't know if I'm expecting one from my Dad or not. I'm sure my mom will reply saying she's "not interested" again, but my Dad doesn't reply very often to emails to both of them. Maybe I should just email him, but again, I don't want to beg for attention. Oh well, I guess if I can't do it, then it won't be the end of the world. And there are other half marathons (although after looking most of the morning, I can't find very many that are close and so far none that work with my schedule).